Tuesday, January 2, 2024
It's a bit of a struggle to put thoughts into writing when you become emotional and started crying. I only have good memories of Kuya Ryan. He was cheerful, cheeky, naughty, fun, chill and kind. He was always pleasant to me, would calll me "Boneneng" in his sweetest voice, offered me food whenever I went to their house, and at the same time tease me to one of his friends who is now my husband.
When I was informed that he was very unwell, I felt really heartbroken. It was few days before my birthday, and as I blew my candle, I wished for his recovery. Our Chaplain at work even prayed with me that Kuya Ryan will regain his health. I may not be the closest to all of my cousins, but I care for them in silence. As the day went by, I became hopeful that he will wake up one day fully recovered.
When my husband woke me up and told me Kuya Ryan passed away I was in shocked. I took my phone and read the message from ate Lulet confirming it is true. It took me a while to regain my focus and when I realized that he is gone, I cried the whole day. I was so sad.
We can never really tell how long we're going to live, but I am grateful for the moments I had with Kuya Ryan. He is now resting in eternal peace, and he will be missed.
